Soo... I turn 25 tomorrow... What. That's weird. Anyway.
This week was an interesting and different one.
Sister Stewart was mega sick for 2 days. She had some sort of intense
cold and it just made her sleep for days. Apparently it's going around.
So she literally just had to sleep. I spent that time thoroughly going
through the area book and really seeing what and who is in there
(essentially getting well versed with the area, too) and studying preach
my gospel. I also deep cleaned the apartment. Like, we're
talking white glove status here. All those white gloves I had to do over
the years really paid off! The apartment is so clean! And you can
actually feel the spirit stronger, too. That's not to say our apartment
was all that messy, but after really cleaning it, the spirit was
noticeably stronger. It made me really appreciate the apartment we are
given to live in, too, because it's a huge blessing! We live in a pretty
nice place. I also cooked delicious homemade soup for my sick comp. And
it was bomb, not gonna lie. Basically I spent two days being a house
wife... :) Good practice, right? Sister Stewart is feeling better now!
We were able to go out and work Sunday.
Bro
Work is doing awesome and is totally enveloped into the ward now. He
sits with members and just does his thing. We still have to remind him
what time church starts every week cause of his memory, but he
faithfully comes and loves it! Every time we stop by, he is reading the
Book of Mormon. He is visibly happier. In his new member lesson last
week of the Gospel of Jesus Christ, he basically taught us everything.
The spirit really is helping his memory more than he recognizes. It's so
incredible. This is the result of the gospel changing a life! He is so
happy! He is working on getting the priesthood soon, but it kind of
makes him nervous because he's afraid he won't remember everything, but
we are working with him. He is so happy, though!
Russell
didn't end up going to treatment after all, so we'll hopefully be
starting to teach him again. He was going to come to church on Sunday,
but at the last minute he had a family issue. But the important thing
is, he wanted to go. He was like, "Yeah, I want to go to that
quorum thing... what's it called? I really liked that." He was talking
about Elder quorum! Haha, so great! His struggles in life are difficult
ones, but we know it is the gospel and the Atonement of Jesus Christ
that will help him above all else that he could be doing. We hope he
will choose to continue to meet with us. I think that's the hardest part
about this all... Trying so hard to help someone, only for them to
choose different. But, we can only invite and help. It has to be their
choice. Because, agency is an important gift from our Heavenly Father.
He wants us to choose good, not evil. Because there really is only one
or the other. There are no fence sitters. You're either in the boat, or
you're not. I invite all of you to stay in the boat. No matter
the waves and the storms, stay in the boat. It will keep you safe, even
when the world around us is in turmoil (and it is in turmoil). The
gospel, the church, the Savior, is our safe foundation that we need to
build. If we do not have this foundation, we will fall. Feast upon the
words of Christ!
Something I have been
pondering lately is obedience. Perhaps surprising to some of you,
obedience is actually something I struggle with. Not in the sense that I
break all the mission rules and am a complete apostate. Nah. But, I
struggle with exact obedience. I have a bad habit of trying to
find the little ways to get around the rules and look for grey areas. I
justify myself with lame excuses that weaken my character. Because any
excuse, no matter how good, weakens character. I struggle with complete
honesty with myself. Have I really done all I could today? Have I really
made all the right choices I could have? Have I been exactly obedient?
Sometimes, the answer is no, sometimes the answer is yes. I figure that
the little variances in my obedience don't really make an eternal
difference and since no one knows about it but me, it's not a big deal,
because no one will find out! Except, Heavenly Father knows. Even if
(for example) no one will ever know if I get up 1 minute late in the
morning, my Heavenly Father knows. And He knows the intention of my
heart. If I get up a minute too late on accident with a resolve to do
better tomorrow, that is a wonderful attitude to have. But, if I get up 1
minute late with the attitude of, "Pfft, whatever, it doesn't make that
big of a difference anyway, and no one even knows, I deserve the
sleep...", I don't think Heavenly Father would be pleased. The point is,
my attitude is what needs to change. I need to be obedient out of love.
And Heavenly Father will bless us according to our obedience to His
laws. If I try to be disobedient, Heavenly Father won't try and bless
me. I want to strive for all of the blessing available to me. Heavenly Father wants to
give them to me and all of us. But, we have to choose to be obedient.
It's against the natural man, but we must pray for help. May we all
ponder something that we could be doing a little better at (in
essence, "What lack I yet?"). Satan makes obedience seem super lame and
unnecessary (especially if there are rules we don't think are necessary
to follow). But, he is only trying to rob the rich blessings in store
for us. I want to fight against that influence and see what more
abundant blessings flow into my life this week as I strive more for
exact obedience. I'll follow up with you all next week! (Oh man, now I'm
being held accountable! Scary!)
So, yeah,
Maple Valley hasn't seen much action lately because of sick companions,
but we're gonna hit it hard this week and go out and find people to
teach! Cause we literally only have one investigator... :)
On
Saturday morning, we helped Sister Roxstrom, one of our FAAAAVORITE
people of all time, plant some beautiful flowers! It was a fun little
service project! Sister Roxstrom is totally our momma. :) When we called
her the other day and she found out Sister Stewart was sick, she told
Sister Stewart to get rest and such and she goes, "MOMMA HAS SPOKEN!"
Hahaha! We laughed so hard. She's the best. (She's in the background in
the picture I sent.)
Love you all! Have a great week!
Love,
Sister Eldridge
PS: Uhhhh... I'm 25 tomorrow.... Since when was I so old?
PPS: Thanks for the birthday wishes in advance! :)
Sister Juliann Marie Eldridge
Washington Federal Way Mission
23175 224th PI SE Ste E
Maple Valley, WA 98038
United States
Washington Federal Way Mission
23175 224th PI SE Ste E
Maple Valley, WA 98038
United States
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